Endometriosis + New ideas

Sorry for lack of blogging, it's been pretty poor overall but over the past week i've been pretty ill - docs think i've got endometriosis and then i've got no appetite at all making me ill. It's all pretty crap, but since I was off school all last week i've been catching up this week.

We talk of change, but what do we do about it?
I don't want to be at school; doing subjects I don't like and i'm failing at. I need a change, for my own health. I'm not happy. I talk of change, but it never happens - but the one time I do try change I get knocked back. I'm still so angry at my gran saying I can't go to college.

I've got some new ideas for my blog too, mainly doing some beauty posts, blogger of the week, increasing my outfit posts - I don't want to say too much at the moment.

Tomorrow: three outfits.
tomorrow i'll do a post, with three outfits: 1 school, 1 casual, and the other is a more going out outfit. tomorrowtomorrowtomorrow!

Right, so for now i'm gonna watch Dude, wheres my car? and then change my layout or whatever it is if I can manage it.

I don't need a fortune teller...

In my last post, I said I got accepted in to college to do fashion marketing (which then after doing my HNC/D would take me to my 3rd year of uni) but my gran wont let me go. I'm so angry. Anyway!

I GOT A ONESIE AT THE WEEKEND! wow I love my onesie. So warm. It's awesome. Bit of a hassle when one needs to pee but it's worth it.

Onesie: Primark Skirt: Primark Top: New look. Shirt: New Look Necklace: H&M Scarf: Primark Bracelet: Topshop
Again, sorry for the really shitty pictures. Even for mirror picture's they're pretty shit. And this outfit hasn't photographed well at all..
I wore it shopping and my skirt blew up in the middle of town... ah wasn't impressed. Front and back.

I GOT IN TO COLLEGE!

I got an unconditional offer to do fashion retailing at college! I'm meant to start tomorrow (every one else started last week, i'm a late applier) but I don't know if i'm gonna take it! I'll make a pros and cons list later.

One pro i'm sure of? NO UNIFORM! Which means more outfit posts for you guys too of course :P But anyway! What should I wear to my first day of college?!

I was thinking of wearing something like this:

[ This is not me! This is Marina from http://malibuananas.blogspot.com/
]
Hmm so many decisions!
Anyway, I really need a nap now.. then to decide if i'm gonna accept the offer or not!

You can't forget our future plans

The last couple weeks i've been back at school have been really busy, far too much homework and I'm trying to get in to college (college already started so it's doubtful) to do events management.

STUPID CAMERA. Still not up for doing self timer stuff, idiat! I'm getting my friends old camera as soon as I get the money though:)
My hair looks faar better in person aha, it's been like that all day and why does it look like I got me a double chin?! CUH!







and a few pictures I took of one of my little cousins...




Anyway i've still got a tone of homework to get through, apparently i'm going to the Highland Show/Games/Whatever on Saturday? ehh right, I was planning on going shopping but okay...

The most inspiring man ever.

This man is the most inspiring man ever, he makes me cry so much.
I actually think i'm gonna do a sponsored bungee jump, and send the money to http://www.lifewithoutlimbs.org/


*Warning: don't watch if you're already feeling over sensitive...

OUTFIT POST TOMORROW :D

Excuses smushes!

Hey my lovelies, I know I basically JUST did something like this but being at school I don't really wear clothes. Well I do, but it's a uniform.. trousers, shirt tie and cardie/jumper.

I went out to my friend's 18th on Friday, didn't really get any proper outfit pictures, but this is what I wore;

A light pink/almost nude Topshop boobtube dress (which is incredibly see through, so I wore this Ladder knit top from New Look. Primark lace tights and although you can't see, my shoes are purple/grey/black and from Debenhams.
I know I basically just did one of these but hey I thought it'd be fun... and saves me from doing an incredibly boring essay on 3 designers. Honestly, i'm not even sure what i'm meant to be doing!
- In case anyone want's to copy this thing, i'll put it in small type so it's easier to copy -

Part 01 - The celebrity you’d do unthinkable, illegal things to.
Part 02 - A photo of you in a drunken state.
Part 03 - A photo of someone you love.
Part 04 - The best concert/gig you have been to.
Part 05 - A photo of yourself, not taken by you.
Part 06 - A band/artist not many people know of, but you think should.
Part 07 - A photo of someone you fancy at the moment.
Part 08 - Quote one of the nicest messages you have ever recieved on ask.
Part 09 - A song that has lyrics you’d consider getting tattooed.
Part 10 - A photo from the last social event you went to.
Part 11 - Links to all the websites and online profiles you have.
Part 12 - Someone/something you dont like.
Part 13 - What you want more than anything right now.
Part 14 - A letter to someone. Anyone.
Part 15 - Something you regret.
Part 16 - A list of songs that make you emotional.
Part 17 - Favourite youtube channel that you’re subscribed to.
Part 18 - The first big purchase you’d make if you won the lottery.
Part 19 - A picture of your handwriting.
Part 20 - Favourite smell.
Part 21 - Another celebrity you’d like in your bed.
Part 22 - Song lyrics you can really relate to at the moment.
Part 23 - The next plan you have coming up that you’re really excited for.
Part 24 - The last photo taken of you and someone else.
Part 25 - List the people you have slept with by their initials.
Part 26 - A celebrity you don’t like, and why.
Part 27 - The song(s) you want played at your funeral.
Part 28 - A photo of anything.
Part 29 - A live performance youtube video.
Part 30 - What your last dream you can remember, was about


Part 01 - The celebrity you’d do unthinkable, illegal things to.
Jude Law ♥
Part 02 - A photo of you in a drunken state.
HR + KM's 16th
Part 03 - A photo of someone you love.
My little cousins Rue and Fin.
Part 04 - The best concert/gig you have been to.
A bunch of shitty little bands, a whole bunch of friends.. was definitely the best. Can't remember any band names though.
Part 05 - A photo of yourself, not taken by you.

Part 06 - A band/artist not many people know of, but you think should.
Not many of my friends know them... but Crossfade.
Part 07 - A photo of someone you fancy at the moment.
My dearrr beloved exboyfriend Josh, but I don't think i'll put his picture here :P
Part 08 - Quote one of the nicest messages you have ever recieved on ask.
Err don't know what that is.
Part 09 - A song that has lyrics you’d consider getting tattooed.
Losing My Religion - REM
Part 10 - A photo from the last social event you went to.
Erm I didn't have a camera. But here's me and my friend walking to the 18th...

Part 11 - Links to all the websites and online profiles you have.

It's all I had! Bored in 3rd year RMPS :)
Part 20 - Favourite smell.
- My perfume. Alien - Thierry Mugle or however you spell it!
Part 21 - Another celebrity you’d like in your bed.
Luke Pasqualino; yumyumyum
Part 22 - Song lyrics you can really relate to at the moment.
Colours - Crossfade
Part 23 - The next plan you have coming up that you’re really excited for.
Oh wow this is laame! But this business management thing where you start your own business sort of thing and get your own stall in a shopping centre. If I get picked... :D
Part 24 - The last photo taken of you and someone else.
Already used them.. from Friday.
Part 25 - List the people you have slept with by their initials.
0!
Part 26 - A celebrity you don’t like, and why.
Russel Brand... just euugh!
Part 27 - The song(s) you want played at your funeral.
It's tricky - Run DMC
Part 28 - A photo of anything.
BEAUTY!
Part 29 - A live performance youtube video.
Can't get on right now.
Part 30 - What your last dream you can remember, was about
LOL! This girl I met at a library made me go home with her, and then loads of people came for a big orgy and I escaped through the window, but she followed me. Then I woke up.

Taggawaggalaggaa! dramadramadrama

Seriously, what is with drama?! I went back to school tuesday - sorry for not posting for like aages but I've been trying to figure out stuff - and a shitload of drama has already gone down. Of course I just stand/sit and eat whilst they slag whoever off. Anyhoo...
THE NEED!?

I seriously miss blogging. I wear uniform to school so may have to end up doing the odd school uniform post. but partaaaay night tomorrow, so hopefully have a nice outfit post!

I got this tag thingy from JADE

The Rules are :
1. Post who gave you this award.
2. State 10 things that you love.
3. Give this award to 10 other bloggers and notify them with a comment.

10 Things I Love.

1. Sleeping. I could sleep for Scotland.

2. Charmed! I've been watching the whole boxset over this past month. It's amazing.


3. Getting ready with the girls before going out...

WHAT CREEPY MEN BTW! + such a bad picture but hey :P

4. COLD rice and pasta. and pizza. I really don't like hot pizza, prefer it so much more cold. Amaaaaze.

5. Malibu and coke.
Whats not to love?

6. Lace tights.
They're my saviour. Honestly. I'm pale and don't suit fake tan at all so when i'm going out with the buds, I look even paler - and i have corn beef legs so the tights help.
I LOVE MY LACE TIGHTS. aka my sexy tights apparently.

7. Giving people compliments. I love it when people smile when I say "Hey there gorgeous!" in the morning.

8. The feeling of accomplishing something. Especially really long essays.

9. Cups of tea. Or hot chocolate when it's raining.. nice and cosy on the couch watching charmed...yup!


10. My boobs.


I tag every single one of you beauties, i'm off to bed, nightnight gorgeous!